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T O D A Y Warnanya biru gelap memesona, berbahan satin berlapis chiffon. Satinnya biru mengilat, membuat saya jatuh cinta sejak pertama kali menyentuhnya. Dia begitu merasuki pikiran saya, membuat saya memutar otak, mencari-cari pasangan yang tepat untuknya. Kemudian saya ingat akan chiffon. Ya, chiffon. Pas sekali.. dan begitu saya melihat chiffon biru donker itu dari jarak sekitar setengah meter di hadapan saya, hati saya pun berbisik, "Ya, ini dia!" Saya sudah tau persis model apa yang akan saya kenakan. Saya sendiri tidak tahu namanya, yang jelas potongannya pendek di depan, lalu menjuntai ke belakang. Agak mirip dengan sirip ikan duyung. Saya ingat, saya sampai harus membeli bahannya sepanjang lima meter. Ya, lima. DIA terseret di belakang kaki saya, terkadang terinjak (walaupun saya telah mengenakan sepatu hak tinggi saya), tetapi saya merasa menjadi wanita paling cantik saat mengenakannya. Dan, oh, saya hampir lupa menceritakan payetnya. DIA persis seperti yang saya im...

T O D A Y I think I already lost you I think you don't want me anymore I felt so lonely since our last night call And I can't get you out of my mind Sadness I mean it, you know I think I know now what sadness is And I know exactly how it feels Don't you know that I love you this much? Yes, that much But if you're not allowed to be mine I...I just don't know what to do It's me a selfish woman Who want you more than you know, more than you think But I've realized I'm not that good for you I'm a bad, bad woman In this bad, bad life You're such an angel for me And unfortunately I'm such a devil for you I've hurted you many times in many places You've told me but I just did and did it again Till the last 3 days when I ignored and it killed you And it makes every, every little thing changes I know it's you in my mind I know it's you in every part of my body I know it's you being my best man But you don't know how guilty I fe...